Coma, off and on again... i mean my blog ;P ********************************** No, this is not whining or attention-seeking =.= Story of my life... is always the same, you see.. 1st, they came, unexpected and i took no (or very little) notice of them Next, they continue to come and i developed some interest on them Then, suddenly, they just left *silence* and left me out of the blue in the cold *dramatising it* And, the stupid (still naive) me still believe they will come around (which they never did) and left me with this very uneasy feeling... VERY, i say.. When the pain has ease, Sometimes, they come back, for a short while and then they left again, digging a bigger hole, and left me with this STILL VERY uneasy feeling It's always the same you see... not one, not two but..... (uhh, i cannot remember?) I mean, WHY? Why do you want to be part of my "book" but not fill your name in my entire book... just one tiny little part of it... and usually the hurtful part.. And i usually just obliged to it, maybe i'm at fault too? For not trying to make you stay? But i do, you just ignore the signs and left... Maybe i'm at fault too... for not being aggresive enough to get to you.. But why the battle? Can't everything be mutual? It's impossible i know.. :) But seriously why? You can't just "hang" in other people's nest while you look for your own... it's just not right, you'll "ruin" the person's nest you see... Why tell me *this* and *that* when you don't mean it.. ****************************************** Don't get the wrong idea, i'm neither desperate nor am i complaining... It's just... i'm sick of all this.. I BET, the next time, the same "type" of person comes along, i'll still fall for this... like i say... i know im NAIVE but i still want to believe... and NO, im not addressing anyone in particular yeaaaa ;P and this, this is for u... Kelly Clarkson- Already Gone Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye
Even with our fists held high
It never would've worked out right
We were never meant for do or die
I didn't want us to burn out
I didn't come here to hold you, now I can't stop
I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone
Looking at you makes it harder
But I know that you'll find another
That doesn't always make you want to cry
Started with a perfect kiss then we could feel the poison set in
Perfect couldn't keep this love alive
You know that I love you so, I love you enough to let you go
I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone
I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right when you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on so I'm already gone
Already gone, already gone, already gone
Already gone, already gone, already gone, yeah
Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye
I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone
I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right when you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on so I'm already gone
**************************************** So yeah... i'm already gone ;) | 
